Speak the Unspeakable

The Power of Conscious Anger

I was sitting on my chair listening to that woman rage at one person at a time. As she was moving, from one person to the next I noticed myself wishing that she would pick me as one of the three people she would be raging at.

I have spent so much time of my life fearing anger, my own and those of others and as I did, the Unspeakable did not see the light of day. Sitting on that room I felt the pain of all the times I did not dare to speak the Unspeakable because I could see how much value was being spoken from that place where all the unspeakable things wait around in dying agony because people don’t dare to own their Anger.

Transformation and Evolution require Clarity. Clarity is the Vector that comes into a space and opens it up so that Chaos comes forth and from Chaos something different is possible. Without Anger there is no Clarity. No Clarity, no Transformation. No Transformation, no Evolution. No Evolution, the end.

It is a scary thing to speak up when so many times you have been killed for doing so. It is scary to take a stand when life after life decisions were made in order to survive, to get by, to get through.

Times are changing, the Planet is dying, animals are taking the consequences of human greed, of the thirst of power and control of patriarchal culture. The current Now requires something radically different.

The Planet needs Conscious Anger so that the pain of what is being done may be felt to the bones and that you take a stand for what you care.

What is it that you care about? Do you know? How can you know if you have not listened to the Unspeakable? How can you know if you don’t speak the Unspeakable? Who is actually on your team? Who are your friends? What kind of friend are you?

The other day I saw a video of a Grizzly Bear completely desperate trying to take out a plastic bucket that he had his head stuck in. After that a video of two seals completely enmeshed together in a plastic fishing net, they were stuck by their necks and it was so tight that their necks were bleeding. This is happening as I write these words.

Right now a woman is being killed. A child is being raped. A man is being killed in a war. Trees are being cut down so that hotels are built. Wales are hunted as part of a tradition. Women are killed by the moral police because they are not using a veil the right way. Fish are eating plastic. Lions are in zoos. A woman is enduring obstetric violence. Another woman is having her clitoris excised.

You arrive home, turn on your tv while your having dinner. Ramble for a while about all the bad things in the world, turn the tv off and all of this ceases to exist.

Another day goes by, you sleep, wake up, go to work, get back home, nothing changes, oblivious of the world around you, numbed by tv, alcool, drugs, cigarettes, sex, seduction, gambling, food. The scenario is set so that you stay where you are, without questioning, without causing problems or making up waves.

A well behaved robot.

And inside a longing awaits for something to shift, something to happen, something to move. And maybe, maybe one day you have the immense chance to find someone on your way that will tell you the Unspeakable and something cracks,you start feeling the pain.

Hold on! Hold on to the pain! Let it be there for a little while. At that point you may start wondering, “what the hell was that?”

Clarity cracked you open. That is the power of Conscious Anger. And you may feel a sudden urge to taste it, to get some more of that crazy Unspeakable things that you just had.

Your Being is holding on to the small crack and asking for more. Let it get bigger. If you just stay there a little bit longer, just a little bit longer. Hold on. Don’t go back.

Life rearranges itself while you’re holding that space for yourself and brings you more things, another Speaker of the Unspeakable, the crack opens up a little more. You are crying, feeling the pain. And an immense starving hunger comes through. An indescribable hunger for life. You may think you are going crazy, and that there may be something wrong with you.

Hold on! Hold a little while longer! Let the craziness be. Ten minutes more.

Life rearranges itself one more time. You are now being carried as you hold space for your own pain. At this point you may read a book, see a movie, someone comes talk to you on the street and makes an insane proposal, you find a Rage Club flyer, you read this article.

In this moment, your choice will either take you back or move you further into being a Speaker of the Unspeakable. A bearer of Clarity. A vector of Transformation and Evolution.

Your Being, through that crack, is calling on the Forces so that you remove yourself from the prison.

The crack gets bigger. You are now feeling your Anger. And as you feel it more and more, you start saying things you never dared saying. You go to a Rage Club. You read more books. You see movies. You write articles. You create your website. You begin making insane proposals on the street to people you have never met before. You continue to be moved by something bigger than you. As you keep on going, the wave becomes bigger and bigger and you take up speed, you are enjoying the ride, fearful, and enjoying nevertheless.

You have become the Speaker of the Unspeakable. You are now writing an article about Conscious Anger. Someone is looking at you while you are opening a crack.

Anger brought you here.

You are now a space through which Clarity speaks the Unspeakable.

Welcome to Archiarchy.

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